Not so many thoughts as there are feelings. I am addicted to the feeling of accomplishment, of finishing something. Every time I create I leap a chasm, and always there is trepidation before hand; second thoughts, fear of falling, of the void. But every single time, when I land on the other side of the chasm, the euphoria, the adrenaline, and the PROGRESSION is always worth the push past the fear.
The beautiful thing about this canyon is there is NOTHING to lose. Even if I should “Fall” I don’t risk death, I don’t risk injury, I risk nothing! A little damage to my ego perhaps, my pride, all nefarious inhibitors, indoctrinated nuisances that I would do well to batter out of my life. There is only things to be gained regardless of the outcome of the jump. I MUST TAKE THE LEAP. ALWAYS.